8/01/16

It's no doubt been a long time since I've even bothered looking at this blog, let alone wrote a post on it. No one follows me at the moment and that's ok. I'm currently at a time in my life where I feel like I need to record my thoughts and experiences because it's been a fucking gnarly ride as of late. 

I'm dropping out of college, which a year ago would have put me into cardiac arrest to think about. 

I'm not only dropping out of college, but I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do with my life after my summer classes end this Friday. 

I'm in a shit ton of debt that keeps me up at night thinking about. That being said, I'm ready to tackle it on even though it currently scares me more than the six cockroaches we've found in our house this past week. 

I've let far too many men use me in an attempt to validate my self-worth and it's sad really. 

I think I could most certainly say that I have without a doubt hit a sort of rock-bottom as one might call it. But the good thing about rock-bottom is that there is nowhere to go but up from here. 

And, quite frankly, that makes me pretty damn excited.